it's only madness that makes us what we are
October 2010
I have got to feel alive even if it kills me.: I really just need to vent and most people who follow me, don't know me. So here I go. →
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My moms boyfriends constant verbal and mental abuse has led me to believe that I’m fat. I’m five feet tall, size 00 pants are loose on me and I weigh 93 pounds. Like, I “know” I’m not but when I look in the mirror I think I’m fucking huge, I think my legs are thick as all fucking hell. I’ve…
oh my god girl . <3 i want to come kill that guy gah yer gorgeous & he’s a dick D;
The human body recreates itself every six months. Nearly every cell and bone dies, and is replaced. You are not who you were last November.
beauty
September 2010
so my best friend today decided it was a good idea to let me smoke pot for the first time before school .
yes , before school . for like five minutes i was like , oh i guess i’m not getting high , it doesn’t affect me just like alcohol .
and then i stepped off the curb and the whole floor was moving
oh lord i can’t believe i made it through school like that bahaa .
i can’t remember my first three classes XD
i just remember mumbling something to kayla who’s voice sounded funny , and kathryn gave me something but i was so dizzy i was confused , and then i was telling amanda i had smoked and her eyes looked super bright .
the day went by so fast XD
I’m anti-social - I probably wont talk to you unless im spoken too and even then I probably wont talk much. It’s not because I don’t like you, or I’m a bitch, its because I’m scared you wont like me or you will find me boring or something.
